wow!! im totally realize now.. im realize dat i already surely delete one whole year in matrix... noe y?? becoz there's no books or even a piece of notes from matrix.. i juz hve picture dat im there..but not shows dat im stdy there.. wht da shock thing... yes, i admit dat i delete dat whole year..cz i didnt want to remmber single thing there..now i noe wht im missing there...yeah, its likely i want to be there once again n stdy hard there.. act wht im doin there 4 one year?? huh!! if i want to regret now, its useless... hahaha..zira, zira, zira... now onwards i hve to focus my future..
nevertheless..i stop here for remembering n regretting..